I never thought someone especially like you,you who opened my eyes when i wanted to keep them shut,you who told me that I was and angel in your eyes,you who told me that you would kiss me if i frowned,but now you whom seem to fail me because of the way i thought i was the only one you wanted for now.You got me thinking and the things i thinking arent so pleasing.I thought you failed me first but I never failed you and you never failed me but for i have failed the Lord in keeping my heart pure and for I have failed myself from guardng my heart.But for the fact that it seemed as if i was played like a record makes me wonder to myslef why i fell for you in the first place.you didn’t catch me when i fell because when i fell for you,it was because you tripped me…
"I thought when you said that you found love in me you fell in love with God first,so I questioned myself,but i forgot to question you.."
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it’s because in the process of healing you,
he found some cracks from the world that could not be repaired,
unless he broke you down and started all over again.
When God breaks your heart it’s not because he wants to see you hurt,
it’s because he sees the chips and the scratches that are hurting you,
and he was tired of seeing you hurt like this,
so he decided to break you down and start all over again.
When you accidently hurt your best friend by saying the wrong thing,
you know God has forgiven you but you still can’t seem to forgive yourself,
and you know you don’t deserve forgiveness from the one you hurt,
God will break you down and start all over again.
God loves you so much he will break you just to heal you,
he will take you to rock bottom to restore you again,
he will show you the kindess you’ve never known before,
he will break your heart to show you the love you’ve always longed for.
You won’t understand his ways,
You won’t understand how breaking down means being restored again,
You won’t understand why you have the family you have,
all you know is there is a God and you’re supposed to trust him.
You won’t understand how he will use the pain in relationships,
to make them stronger than they were before,
You won’t understand why he seperates the closest of friends,
just to show you how much you truly love them.
You won’t understand how surrender means freedom,
You won’t understand how you can be broken,
yet experience joy and peace you just can’t explain,
you won’t understand why God will send you through certain trials.
For my thoughts are not your thoughts, and my ways are not your ways declares the Lord.
Just as the heavens are higher than the earth, so my ways are higher than your ways, and my thoughts higher than your thoughts.
He is the Lord almighty, we won’t understand his ways but we are to trust him,
he may break us down but that doesn’t mean his love has ended,
that doesn’t mean he has abandoned us,
it doesn’t mean he has forgotten us.
When God breaks you down it’s just to heal you,
and so he can hold you close in his arms and whisper,
‘I love you my child, please don’t run away again i missed you far too much’
‘You are my precious jewel I never wanted to hurt you but I did so you could understand…’
When God breaks your heart it’s not because of something you did wrong,
it’s because in the process of healing you,
he found some cracks from the world that could not be repaired,
unless he broke you down and started all over again..
i’ve been hurt,i’ve been slapped,i’ve been punched,i’ve had things thrown at me,i’ve had things said behind my back,i’ve been in so much pain that i fell on my knees wanting to die,but out of all the things in my life,the wrost was being told i may have to quit yfc.having to quit yfc is like me back to doing things the way i did before and that wouldn’t be christ-centered.what to do….
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omg alvin. HAHAHA :).
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If only the world weren’t like this.But if it wasn’t then where would I be..would i live the same life but easier?Or would I be somewhere else and never know about anything I know now.Even though God puts me with all these struggles I still thank him because he gave me another day to live and breath and learn more about him and myself.So now I think to myself back on this quote a brother told me “God will put you through Hell,just to get you to Heaven..”
